Hey so it's about 230 am here and I haven't been able to sleep. Actually the past month I have been waking up during the night. I can't help but think that it's because jesus wants to speak to me. Tonight he has been tellin me that his love is like floating in an ocean. Its so big and I can be immersed in it.its so strong yet so gentle. His love is big for me and it has never failed. It never will fail. It never ends.
Its deeper than anyone even knows. Once i step into his love its uncomfortable because its new and different. I think i should step out but its not the same anymore so i step back in. As i get more comfortable there with my toes wet then i can go deeper to my ankles and so on and si forth. His love is deeper still. Once i think ive had it all he takes me deeper into his love.
His love isn't dependent on what I do or don't do or who I am or who Susie jane is. His love is big just for me. I can obtain this love. I can take that and own it and have it and overflow in it. I desire that. I hunger and thirst for that. Oh his love is just washing over me so deeply. Its washing away the dirt from the hard journey. It washes away all my fears. It renews me and refreshes me. His love is abundant and nothing less. His love is enough always. When I'm broken sad angry happy-his love is enough. The diseased orphans widows hungry homeless raped broken -his love is still enough and deep enough to cover them. His love covers me.
I want to jump into that love-ha do a cannon ball in it and as I'm in the water bout to come up know that his love will never go away and even when I'm numb to it that it's still all around me to drink in and soak in!!
His love will never ever dry up. He rejoices in me-delights in me, loves me.
Grace is all around me. I'm a daughter of a king. What's his is mine. Jesus is mine. I press into him. More jesus and less of me.
Laura Beth Harbin
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